IT TOOK CIRCUMSTANCES TRULY BROUGHT ABOUT BY PROVIDENCE FOR ME TO BECOME WHAT I AM AGAINST ALL ODDS

Continuing to list some of the occasions when he had refused a promotion, Eugene reflected on how he was offered the position of Bishop of the diocese of Châlons-sur-Marne:

            I turned this burden away from myself in making it known to the one responsible that I was absolutely necessary to my uncle who had consented to being bishop only on condition that I would bear the burden of his office and it was then that he was told: “We’ll only loan him to you and take him back when the time comes,” to which I replied: “Yes, but it will be given and taken.”

The authorities told him that his freedom would not last indefinitely. While being his uncle’s Vicar General in Marseilles he had crossed swords with the government.

I wasted no time in putting these arrangements in order, taking upon myself the responsibility for all the measures taken by my uncle and which have properly been attributed to me, and strongly asserting the rights of the Church and the independence of the episcopacy in an ongoing correspondence with the Minister, who from then on, as I had foreseen, feared me to the point of swearing that he would see to it that I would never be a bishop…

In the light of all his refusals to receive honors and ecclesiastical positions, he considers on how God did eventually lead him to accept being a bishop for the good of the Marseilles Church and of the Oblate Congregation in 1832.

It took circumstances truly brought about by Providence for me to become what I am against all odds and as if by miracle.

Eugene de Mazenod’s Diary, 31 August 1847, EO XXI

REFLECTION

“To be a leader means to have humility, to have respect and to serve the people that we are leading. And that type of character, that type of integrity not only brings real fulfillment to our own hearts, but also has a great effect on the lives of all the people around us.”  (Radhanath Swami)

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1 Response to IT TOOK CIRCUMSTANCES TRULY BROUGHT ABOUT BY PROVIDENCE FOR ME TO BECOME WHAT I AM AGAINST ALL ODDS

  1. Eleanor Rabnett, Lay Oblate says:

    I find myself reflecting on the last few words from Eugene’s Diary in 1847. I think of how he had to let go of so much to be the person that God created him to be as a human, priest, Founder, Bishop… and while his humility and love was a threat to many, it never diminished.

    His diary entries which he never intended to be shared are an invitation to us to humbly reflect on our own lives and recognize God’s indescribable love for all of us. It has never been measurable or used to control us for always there has been the freedom to choose love and be in the light or to stay in the darkness of being ‘not enough’.

    I look back over my own life and see only the light of God which has and continues to be humbling only because on my own I could never be the person that God loved/s into being. I am reminded of the words of Jesus who said to Peter “get behind me Satan”.

    If we are always focussed on looking and seeing only what we decide are the faults of others, we will never find time to recognize and experience the joyous, unique gifts of being lavished by God’s love.

    Perhaps that is the description of heaven and hell.

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