I FELT CONFIDENT THAT HE WAS IN HEAVEN WHILE WE WERE HERE PRAYING FOR HIM ON EARTH
Today then, I did the ordination to the diaconate of Brother d’Herbomez with a great sadness in my heart. I left the altar of the ordination and went to the seminary to assist at the requiem Mass which was sung in the presence of the body of our dear Fr. Mounier. Seeing him laid out in his modest coffin, I could not but reflect on the virtues which adorned his soul, his characteristic goodness, his kindness, his humility, his customary deference towards his superiors, his profound veneration for the sacred character invested in his Superior General, his zeal for the sanctification and the perfection of the brothers for whom he was responsible; these were so many qualities which entitled him to glory, and I felt confident that he was in heaven while we were here praying for him on earth.
Eugene de Mazenod’s Diary, October 1849, EO XXII
REFLECTION
How blessed we are to have our faith in the Resurrection and in the communion of saints. When someone close to us has passed, and was a person of faith, we are comforted by the assurance that the person continues to be close to us in the presence of our Risen Savior.
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The title alone invites us to reflect before reading and taking in Eugene’s invitation to carry with him the death and the celebration of our lives. Our profound truths of our loved ones and the surety that they were/are in heaven, in the fullness of the Beloved’s presence. More than just a vague wish or hope, but rather a moment outside of time when we are blessed with what is.
It is with this opening of our hearts that we begin to listen to Eugene speak of Fr. Mounier’s characteristics and recognition of the “…profound veneration for the sacred character invested in his Superior General…” Here Eugene is speaking of himself, of God calling and sending him and carrying within himself the Spirit of God.
Amidst all of our human characteristics there is the reality of our presence of God, of Jesus and the Spirit; of the Trinity within us. It is uncomfortable to sit with and yet it is one of our deepest truths.
My small flip-calendar of Daily Inspirations from the Writings of St. Eugene open at this morning’s date reads: “…let me be more watchful over my inner self…. Lord enlighten me in this search… and give me the grace… (1818 Day’s Retreat notes)